showbiz tomorrow

So today was one of the days the my depression hit me upside the head....I didn't do a dang thing...I didn't pray, I didn't respond to the Lord....and i felt it. I need to stay connected to my business....I mean it is my own business..I own my own business...I need to remember that...I need to remember that no one is going to just give me money. I need to go out and network, I need to be in front of the people that I can help, that need the services I offer. I am going to the Salem area chamber of commerce show called showbiz tomorrow.. I am really stoked because my wife is also investing some of her precious time into my agency with me. She is going to the show to be at my side. I know I need to just keep praying...I know I need to put God first and seek his glory first and everything will fall into place. I want to run my agency in his image...fair and honest, with my clients best interest in mind. I am still struggling with getting out there and meeting face to face...cold calling sucks!!!! I am exhausted...not only from the depression but from the pills....there is allot I need to do, and I just need to do it...Please pray for me...On to bed and another day....